New and Improved!

No I haven’t died. No I haven’t given up on blogging. Just been… busy. :-\ I suppose. Was going through some stuff, of which I’m not completely over… mostly just a relapse into the abyss that is the depression I’ve been happily avoiding since moving to Las Vegas. Don’t get me wrong… many things have improved. And by ‘many’ I mean everything. But I still find myself sliding into old habits and ways of thinking. While it’s becoming much easier to focus on what I want, I find that the harder I focus, the more I see that can distract me. I suppose it makes sense in some way… I’m smarter and more aware now. Able to make better decisions as a person…. but it’s still tempting to fall into the old lazy ways. The ways that push me into that intermittent depression. Anyway… I have, however, finally updated my profiles on all those social networking sites. MySpace, Facebook, Friendster (does anyone still use this or is it all spam bots now?), Connexion. I think those are the only ones I updated. In any case, I thought it was time to change my crazy old profile in more ways that just the first line. I’m still searching for that strength… but the search doesn’t seem to be all that hard now. :)