abersparky in vegas

So after evaluating what I thought to be all the aspects of moving cross country, I neglected to think about one thing… what if I met a guy here and we hit it off? Now I feel like I’m freaking out over this guy and what to do if we get serious. Of course we’d have the discussion about my move and what would happen. I’d even consider postponing the move until next year… but if we just stay friends, then nothing changes and I move as planned. An online friend seemed to get ticked that we had a difference in opinion that I had made the decision not to yet tell this guy that I was planning to move – and when I tried to explain my reasoning, he totally avoided it stating “I don’t want to argue with you, we never have and I don’t want to”. I’m not one for arguing but I’m definitely all for having a disagreement – a civilized one at that. I certainly don’t mind people disagreeing with me – but defend your opinion. Don’t just shut down and avoid it. That ticks me off. I should list that in one of my pet-peeve entries. *sigh* I digress… in any case – I’m kinda afraid for things with this guy to get serious. I have set myself on moving – and here comes an awesome guy (yes – awesome – cute – funny – the list continues…) to fuck it up. But I’m sure I’m just overreacting. *shrug* I should just let the cards fall where they may.