*sigh* I really hope whatever shitty feeling I’m feeling now resolves itself before my birthday on Thursday… I couldn’t sleep tonight, kept tossing and turning, wishing my throat would stop hurting, burning up one minute, freezing the next… I really really hope I’m not getting sick sick… ya know… not just “sick” but “sick sick”… like really sick. Grrrr…. It’s not fair damnit *stomps foot*
Great voice – great lyrics – really touches the heart… definitely calms me down after a long stressful day or when I’m just feeling down…
Birthday: Aug 24 to Sep 02 – Pine Tree
Pine Tree (the Peacemaker) — loves agreeable company, craves peace
and harmony, loves to help others, active imagination, likes to write
poetry, not fashion conscious, great compassion, friendly to all, falls
strongly in love but will leave if betrayed or lied to, emotionally soft, low
self esteem, needs affection and reassurance.
Yep… to a T.
Another year, another chance…
The big 23 is just around the corner… I made it another year… what’s to come this 23rd year of my life? Who knows… I wish I did. Hopefully there will be more promotions, more raises, more love, more laughter, more understanding, more growth. Less naive, less disappointments, less expectations, less heartache, less tears.
…in my experience, the mind, which is where hallucinations come from, shouldn’t be able to make up anything that wasn’t there to start with. It didn’t enter it from experience from the real world. Imagination can’t create anything new, can it? It only recycles bits and pieces from the world and reassembles it into visions… so when we think we’ve escaped the unbearable ordinariness and, well, untruthfulness of our lives, it’s really only the same old ordinariness and falseness rearranged into the appearance of novelty and truth. Nothing unknown is knowable.
- Harper :: Angels in America
