“Fake”

friend n.
1. A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
2. A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.
3. A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.

So… the definition of a friend is someone whom is liked and trusted by someone else. Someone you know, whom you consider close to and aquainted with. Hmmm…

fake adj.
Having a false or misleading appearance; fraudulent. One that is not authentic or genuine; a sham.

I just get so frustrated with myself and the world, with everything really, at times. Today has been one of those days. I spent over 100 hours these past two weeks at work and I only had a few nights where I was actually able to relax or do something with a friend; yet, some ‘friends’ just don’t act as if they’re friends… ones that seemed so sincere. Yes, I admit it, I fuckin’ admit it. I get attached. But what the fuck is so hard about picking up the damn phone and calling someone who you constantly say is your friend, yet never happen to contact until you need something?! Now, when I’ve needed things some of them have been there… but very few. Very very few of them have stepped up to actually back up their friendship.