“Operation: Clean Sweep…. I’m gonna knock that boy right out of that closet!”

I have for so many years, until recently, not ever told anyone what I’m truly feeling… what is wrong in my life. Particularly because I want to make myself appeal to others, so I don’t want to seem as though I’m complaining; but, I find myself steering away from that practice as of late. I’m tired of it. I’m tired of hiding my emotions and my feelings to keep someone else from hearing what’s wrong. I’ve always listen to someone else when they have a problem yet when I have a problem, no one wants to hear it. I’m complaining too much. Well I have a news bulletin for everyone… I have problems too; and a year’s worth of issues and troubled times has hit me within the past 3 months. For all of you whom I’ve told you that everything is going great… I lied, it’s not. It’s all gone to shit and I’m not going to lie about it anymore.

Fair Warning: If you ask me how I’m doing, you will find out.