I knew I should have eaten something…

What a weekend! Went to DC yesterday for the Pride Parade, had a blast, although I did get drunk, which I hated. I’m normally very responsible when it comes to drinking; mainly because I have to drive myself, or others, back home. But after the first drink, I knew I was gonna get hit… and hard. I was fine until we got to the restaurant after the parade. I sat down and knew that night was not going to be any fun; Jamie took me back to his apartment and stayed with me the entire night. I could not believe it; normally in that situation the so-called “friend” would just dump me off before returning to their friends for the rest of the evening, but Jamie didn’t. It was so early in the evening too, I felt horrible, I think we returned to his place around 8.45. He forfeited going to Nation as well as anywhere else everyone might have gone; I don’t even think he even got to eat. I am so grateful for him. He’s been nothing but kind to me and I love being around him, we click so well, and last night he really racked up the brownie points by staying with me to make sure I was ok. I miss him. I wish I could have gone to the fair today, but I had to work even though we’re closed on Sunday! UGH! They decided about a week ago that we were to have a Friends and Family event of which I only had one person coming in for, so I pretty much wasted 5 hours of my time which I could have been in DC at the fair with friends. Although I was told that it wasn’t that great this year; Luke said I was better off not going and Jamie said it was not his scene, which means it was TOO gay! LOL! I would have liked to go though, at least to see what it’s all about. Oh well, there’s always next year! :)

I’ve become absolutely enthralled with Adam’s Journal!! I’m just entirely captivated by his words and how he forms them; they flow so poetically and I love reading every word. I just had to share this one excerpt with everyone:

Don’t be stupid and try to think before you speak. Let the worlds flow out of your heart, head, hand, and open your mouth to let nothing come forth. Words exist before you even think them, and to those who really understand, they’re already spoken before they enter your mind. The best conversations I’ve had with those I love are the ones in which we don’t even need to speak, and further, don’t even need one another’s presence. The words morph into a series of feelings and instigations and filtrate into the air- the air becomes cool and the wind pauses and the world it shuts down, allowing the words to flow in such a way that they are the only thing that matters.

How beautiful is that?!