"He looks like Big Bird!"
Oh where to start? So much has gone on since my last real entry. Well, let’s get the negatives out of the way… went and got myself hurt… again. Used is more like it, but I let it happen. I seem to give too much of myself whenever I become interested in someone, even when there isn’t a plausible relationship to be had; and even though I can foresee myself gettin’ hurt, I don’t waver from my path. This isn’t the first time I’ve done this, and I’m not sure if it will be the last. The thing I am truly upset about now is how I’ve let this last time affect my attitude. I’ve let this person make me believe that I am worthless and don’t matter, and we weren’t even dating. I’ve become bitter on some level because of it, which is something unbecoming of my character. The past few weeks have been quite off for me. One minute I’ll be fine, happy-go-lucky even; the next I’ll be shut away from the world depressed and dejected. One thing that does help is that the person, whom is duly described in the title, is no longer in my life and shouldn’t have an effect on how I go about my daily routine… yet I still think about him and what happened. As much as people tell me not to, I still question myself, wondering if I did do something wrong and if it was my fault; but all I can do is learn from the situation and move on. No regrets.
Let’s see… what else… work is going GREAT! I’m still loving the job and the paychecks! Benefits are awesome as well! Now only one more thing to do to become entirely independent… APARTMENT!!! I’m hoping to get down to the rental office and apply for an apartment this week, hopefully Thursday. Other than that, not much else has been going on other than settling down into work. I started my audit of my CCNA course, which I’m becoming less and less interested in. It seems as though I’m becoming more interested in web design. I’ve already published one site for a DJ friend of mine, DJ Jason Royce, and am now working on two others. One for another DJ from New York, and a band in central PA… and these will be PAID for. 
Maybe after these are done I can work on mine, hehe.
Speaking of web pages… I am loving this Nokia 3200 that I’m “borrowing” from the store. I’ve had it for about 9 days and I’ve already taken over 100 pictures and posted 78 of them on my moblog. Takin’ pictures of stretch hummer limos and hot guys standing in line at McDonald’s is a great way to pass the time. 
Well, I suppose I shall get back to work… been pretty slow so far, so hopefully it’ll pick up before I leave today.
Hope all is well with everyone. Will write more later.