Life’s a circus…

Yea I know… it’s been a while… but there’s been a lot goin’ on… so fasten your seatbelts, cuz it’s gonna be a bumpy ride…

Well lets see… first, did you know that dealing with someone who is tryin’ to commit suicide is extremely draining? Not only dealing with one, but how about two…. yea… tough… I know how hard it can be though, goin’ through that, I’ve been there… but I realized that nothing ever gets that bad. I got one of them to realize that, well, at least I think I got him to. I broke down on the phone pretty much yellin’ at him cuz the other was stressin’ me out, and the next day, poof, he was feeling 1000% better. So now I’ve got one left… it’s so hard… I feel like I’m not doin’ any good… I get to a point where I think things will change and then they just fall back to square one. :- Hopefully soon things will get better. Anywho…

What else, what else… OH.. LOL… Bryan just tried to get me to go to Atlantis and strip!!! LOL YEA RIGHT!! I mean, come on… I’m not ugly by any means, but still… I’m not really the strippin’ type. Even though I did consider it for a few minutes… I do need the money, but oh well… I’ll make my money the honest way. :) By private shows only :-D hehe just kiddin… Ugh, work is becoming more and more of a hassle. I can’t stand this coffee shit anymore… I think I have a good chance though of gettin’ a new position elsewhere in the hospital… the IT department is considering a 6 month, paid, full time intern position which I would get. So hopefully that goes through, it’ll give me great experience in the real world. :) If that doesn’t work, there is a PCA position in the ER which I’m being considered for. So it seems that I’ve got a couple of options. :)

OH… That’s something there too… work… ok, seeing as how I’m in the lobby all day starting at 6 am (ugh), I see all of the day shift come in around 7. Well they have a security officer standing there checkin’ IDs. I swear, if one more person walks by that security officer sayin’ “It’s in my locker”, or “It’s in my car” and doesn’t stop.. oh shit.. all hell’s loose… people are so fuckin’ rude there… they don’t respect anyone, not even their own co-workers… all I know is that the next time I see one someone do that to the officer, I’m goin’ after them… “scuse me… I’m gonna need for you to walk your ass back to the front desk and get a pass”.. it’s not even that hard… they’d take less time gettin’ a pass then doin’ all that shit… that’s totally unacceptable. Anywho…

Let see… then there’s the people who see I’m reading a textbook from class and ask… “studyin’?” No bitch I’m not, I love to read textbook and highlight the good points! Geez! Then, OF COURSE they have to continue to ask.. what are you studyin’… none of your damn business… you didn’t come here do ask me what I’m studyin’… and if you did you’re a sad sad person. What the fuck do you want to drink bitch!? :-P Some people… and of course… driving home tonight no one on the fuckin’ highway knows how to drive the speed limit. It’s really not that hard, and even if you can’t, do you reall need to be in the LEFT hand lane!! Shit people, it’s not that hard to understand… you pass on the left, therefore the left most hand lane should be passing everyone else… but noooooooo not in bum fucked up land… granny over in the right hand lane is passing everyone. Stupid people should be shot…. ANYWAY… :-P Now that I’ve gotten all that off my chest I can get some sleep… everyone have a great week.